Happy New Year!!!

Cheers to renewed hope and new beginnings :)
Have a Joyous, Bountiful and Peaceful New Year everyone!
Let God shine His fireworks on you.

When I See You Smile

Sometimes I wonder
How I'd ever make it through,
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue

'Cause sometimes it seems
Like this world's closing in on me,
And there's no way of breaking free
And then I see you reach for me

Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in,
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you, baby
And everything's alright,
everything's alright

When I see you smile
I can face the world, oh oh,
you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light, oh oh,
I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile
Oh yeah, baby when I see you smile at me

Baby there's nothing in this world
that could ever do
What a touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew

And when the rain is falling
I don't feel it,
'cause you're here with me now
And one look at you baby
Is all I'll ever need,
you're all I'll ever need

Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in,
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby
And everything's alright,
everything's alright

So right...




This goes to everyone who has helped me become what I am now... Thank you for shining your light on me. You are God's little angels and you touch my life in magical ways. Keep on smiling ;)

goodbye

i feel so down
i feel so stupid
i feel so betrayed
i feel so unloved
i feel so rejected
no time for regrets
no time for anger
my heart is so tired
so tired of begging
so tired of forgiving
so tired of accepting
so tired of crying
last sunday i was so sorry for the things ive done...
the homily really touched me and i prayed hard...
i entrusted everything to God
its hard to trust especially when you have been deceited a lot of times
i let go of all my worries and pain... and i forgave
i said that i'll learn how to trust even if im filled with doubt
i prayed that He guides me... and if anything goes wrong its gonna be up to Him
i guess my prayer was answered... maybe its His way of saying that something is not right
i know my faults... pride... i have none...
i know a lot of things contributed to what i am now and what this has turned out to be
no time for regrets
no time for anger
im going to move on... its not gonna be easy but i know that i have to be strong
too much pain
too much tears
too much rejection
too much lies
too much deceit
trust, honesty and openness go hand in hand
the world is not perfect but i can choose to be happy
i've been here before i was younger then and i survived
i haven't lost hope on better things
thank you... i am sorry... God bless us.